You don't always get what you want

Hi all let me bring you up to speed. I had Kilana over to my place a couple of weeks ago and we ended up having sex but it was like the worst sex I have ever had with a woman and I just don't think we are sexually compatible. I am not going to get into graphic details or anything but let's just say she seemed like a real noobie with a chip on her shoulder. Things just did not go smooth and she didn't really seem too passionate etc. Anyways moving on.

I also had a girl named Vanessa over to my place who is only 27... yeah that's right this 43 yr old dude was able to score with a 27 year old. Feels pretty good for my ego. The sex was amazing and I haven't felt like that in 15+ years. The only problem is that there is no way we are compatible to have a relationship and we both know it. The cool part is she doesn't care and says she can just use me for sex! Ok, fine by me, use me all you want omg are you kidding. When I tell my buddies about this, they just can't believe it. They are married to women they can't stand and they barely have sex anymore. I feel so rejuvenated that I joined a gym last week and I have been doing cardio and lifting weights ever since. This girl has renewed my faith in myself and I will be forever grateful to her for that regardless of what happens with her.

So life is good and I can't complain. What I have been doing lately though is trying to focus my attention on women that will be suitable to be in relationships with. I figure I can't really go below 35 otherwise the girl will just be too young and it won't work so I have sent off a bunch of messages to women that are 35 and older and there is definitely some hot ones here in Austin. I have to be honest though, whenever I see a smoking hot chick and she is under 35 I am still messaging them but I am not sending the same kind of message. For the women that are 35 and older, I am sending them a very serious message because I treat each one like it could be the start of a new relationship whereas the messages I send to the younger girls are far more playful and sexy. I expect to hear back from some of them soon.