So close, and yet so far

Last night I went out with Rebecca the dermatologist. I decided not to take her to Fleming's because she is not big on steak etc... instead we went to Roy's Austin Hawaiian Fusion on 2nd Street. I picked her up in my car because I didn't plan on having lots of drinks and figured I would still be able to drive by the end of the night. I had seen pictures of her online, but most of the pictures were dark and in a crowd of people etc. When she walked out the of lobby of her condo I nearly had a heart attack at how hot she was and how well dressed she was and yeah of course she had perfect skin. She climbed in and introduced herself and we shook hands. She had some grip to her handshake so I was happy about that... I hate girls who have dead fish handshakes. The smell of her perfume was very strong but very nice. I had a hard time focusing on what she was saying because I was very excited and very nervous. She is probably the hottest girl I have ever been out with in my life... and she is smart and whitty and intelligent. She noticed Felix's dog leash and mentioned that she herself has a Maltese and that the 4 of us should go for a walk sometime.

We arrive at Roy's, park, go inside, get a nice table, sit down and order drinks. I ordered a light beer because I was driving and she ordered a glass of Chardonnay from Australia. She said she was 36 but she looked older, and not in a bad way. She just looked very womanly with long brown hair, obviously straightened. She said she was half Irish and half American but she never spent any time in Ireland and she didn't have an accent. The waiter brought us the menus and I really had no idea what to order, so I told her, just order some things and we will split it all. Again, I had a hard time of focusing on doing anything because I was fixated by her presence. I was thinking to myself at some point, there is no way you are going to get anywhere with this girl if you keep exuding this energy. You need to chill out and act as if she is nothing special, otherwise she will smell my desperation and realize how enamored I am by her.

I still have no idea what I ate... the only thing I remember was some of it was fruity and some of it was spicy and there was some kind of meat in there lol. She was talking about her various accomplishments etc and I was starting again to feel overwhelmed so I ordered a Black Russian to calm my nerves. This triggered something in her because she said lets get some shots! I was like wow shots ok... that was out of left field, perhaps I incorrectly judged this girl, maybe she isn't as responsible, and classy as I think. She was so good looking though, I decided to ignore my instincts and go with the flow. 1 shot turned into 2, and 2 turned into 3. Then I switched to double black russians. SO at his point we paid the bill and decided to head over to a lounge to keep the night rolling. I had to leave my car at the restaurant because I had drank too much so we took a taxi over to QUA Bottle Lounge on West Fourth Street which is a new upscale cocktail lounge.

We had some more drinks there and she was getting very flirty and was touching my hands a lot. I was really happy and excited but I was too bombed out of my mind to enjoy it. Eventually we left there and took a taxi back to her place. On the way there, I was all excited like a schoolgirl at the prospect of spending the night with this girl. We got about 3 blocks from her house when all of a sudden I got a sudden rush of heat and felt like I was gonna hurl. I told the taxi driver to pull over and I opened the door and spewed chunks everywhere. When I was done, I was sweating, and dizzy... I told her we better just call it a night and just gave me a kiss on the cheek and left. I'm pretty sure I ruined things and she won't be talking to me again.