hawaiian girl

Welcome back everyone, sorry it has been a few weeks since my last post but I have been very busy with family and work etc. I have seen Kilana twice since my last entry and both times we made out but I never had sex with her. I am not sure what girl wants from me but I am cool with taking things slow. I have another date with her on Friday, but this time I am going to have her over to my place to watch a movie and I think this time I will try and have sex with her. If she is not into it, if she declines having sex with me, I doubt I will ever talk to her again. That may sound shallow or whatever but I don't care. I need to worry about me, I need to spend time with people that make me happy. Isn't that why people say happy new year? Isn't being happy the whole point here?

My new years ever and christmas was not bad. I have never been a big fan of holidays and all the consumerism and bullshit but it WAS nice to spend some time with my family. At my age we don't really exchange gifts anymore but my sister did buy me a huge bottle of Grey Goose because she knows it is my favorite. I didn't get anything for her and I think she is pissed now so now I feel obligated to go buy her something but I still don't know what to get her. This is the crap I am talking about. Why should I feel obligated. Is that really what Jesus being born was all about? I doubt it.

I have been meeting a lot of younger women lately. I guess I should call them girls because they aren't really women. They are young girls and almost all of them are very immature. I have a hard time tolerating immaturity, I am not sure why but it is a big turn off for me. These young girls I have been meeting are very different from the older women I meet. The older women I meet want to talk about profound important stuff and the young girls I meet just want to talk to about their favorite tv shows, facebook, and going to clubs etc. They also like to chat on webcam all the time and they like to expose themselves and get all sexual etc. I really don't know what to make of this kind of behavior. I AM still talking to a bunch of them and I don't mind meeting them and having sex with them but I doubt any of them will turn out to be relationship material.

This morning I made eggs and bacon and toast but I forgot the bacon on the counter and by the time I ate the eggs, I no longer felt like eating the bacon so I went outside and threw it on the street. I am hoping that some birds or stray dogs will find it and eat it.

I am so sorry to my readers that I haven't posted anything in 2 weeks. I have just been so busy with work and life and dating etc. I didn't realize I would meet so many women online once I joined the dating site. So I will try and do my best to get you all caught up on things. I am working on a major client at work. If I get this deal then I can relax for the rest of the year it is so big.

So I went out with Kilana the Hawaiin receptionist at a law firm. I decided to take her out to Benihana Japanese Steakhouse rather than take her somewhere super expensive the first time around. I did this on purpose for a couple of reasons. First of all I am getting sick of taking girls out and spending a fortune on them only to end up with no action at the end of the night or to never hear from them again. Also I want to be able to start slowly with this girl so the next time I take her out I can take her to a really fancy place rather than show her all my cards the first time.

The place was ok, we had some steaks and some sushi and I pretty much ate too much while I was there because I was happy the prices were lower than what I was used to. She said she had moved to Austin from Hawaii about 4 years ago because she had secured her job at the law firm through a series of online remote interviews. She said she was pretty cautious when it comes to meeting guys because she was married before to an abusive husband who physically beat her up and I was like ah that could be an issue. I was thinking does this girl have too much baggage cuz I have never been out with a girl who was physically abused.

I didn't drink too much and I was starting to feel pretty sleepy but I could tell from the way she was squirming in her seat that she didn't want the night to end just yet so I ordered 4 shots of Jaeger and 2 cups of coffee and tried to wake up and think about where I could take her next. So I went on to my iphone and looked around at some hot spots I could take her to.

I took her to this cheap place called "Spill Bar" on sixth. They have lots of cheap drink specials and a high energy vibe to the place. I didn't want to take her to a fancy dark lounge because we would just fall asleep and the jaeger shots were starting to kick in. The place was jumping, busy as hell, luckily I am a baller and just greased the doorman $20 to skip the lineup. The place was shoulder to shoulder with people and I could have sworn someone grabbed my ass as I was walking through the place to the bar... hopefully it was a female lol and not some random gay dude. There was no place to sit down so we just stood near the bar drinking beers, doing shots, and eventually she dragged me on to the dance floor. I am not much of a dancer but once I get drunk enough, I am willing to put in the effort and commit to the dancing even though I might look like a dork. There were lots of hot young girls around me and a couple of them were eyeing me and even grinding up on me and that made Kilana jealous which I had a lot of fun with. A little jealousy goes a long way.

I was really plastered by the time the bar closed and they turned on all the lights. I was feeling queezy like I was gonna hurl chunks, so quickly got out of there and nearly got hit by a taxi trying to get a ride home. Somehow we ended up finding a taxi and piling into it. I just sat in the back seat with my head leaned back and she sat beside me sort of cuddling up next to me. We kissed a few times in the back seat but I was in no condition to take this girl to bed - I had drank too much, so I figured if she DID want to sleep with me, it could only be a good thing to turn her down cuz that will just make her want me more and I can bang her another time when I can actually feel my body parts. Being numb sucks. So I told her I wasn't up for much more and that we should get together another time. She hopped out at her place after a few more kisses in front of her place and then the taxi driver took me home. Woke up the next morning with my clothes on face first on my bed. Ughhh.

What a crazy week. First of all, Rebecca did decide to talk to me after our date and the random hurling session I had in the taxi. She agreed to go out with me this coming Friday, so that's good. I had to travel most of the week on sales calls. I mainly work out of my office and do inside sales on the phone, but I had some major clients to visit in Dallas and also in Houston. Lots of driving, and lots of blah blah sales and marketing bs. I can't believe some of the stupid conversations I ended up being forced to take part in while we were out with clients at restaurants etc.

The other sales guy I traveled with is really irritating. We have nothing in coming and the guy is a total geek. He also is married to some woman that he can't stand so all he did was bitch about his wife and kids and flirt with every girl that he saw. It was pretty embarrassing as I watched him get shut down time and time again. But at least it made me feel better about my personal life and I certainly got a little more insight into what turns people off.... lol what NOT to do.

Felix almost caught a squirrel the other day and I was kind of worried he might get hurt. People always say having a dog is a great way to meet women etc but I have never had any luck out walking Felix. I HAVE met some women who have dogs walking, don't get me wrong... but none of them were of any quality. They were either way too hot and young, or they looked like their dog was the only companion she had.

I had my choice of 5 different girls to take out on the weekend. It was the most fun I have had in years... looking at their pictures, rereading their emails twenty times over! So I decided to take out Samantha who is a student at the University of Texas... yeah I know, young girls are not my thing, but this girl is very very very good looking and she comes across very mature. I also chose to take out Kilana who is a Hawaiin woman that is 32. She is a receptionist at a high end law firm and looks veryyyyyy sexy in squashed square rimmed glasses I will tell you about the date with Samantha now, and tomorrow I will talk about Kilana.

I decided to take her to Kenichi Austin which is a high end Asian cuisine type of place:



They are renowned for their Asian food and their sushi. I decided to get a 14oz Ribeye Steak just because I wasn't in the mood for asian food. Crap Felix is throwing up, I will be back to finish this later. Ok I am back. She had some sushi and she said it was really tasty. When we were done dinner I asked her if she wanted to go out for some drinks at a lounge or something but she said she was tired and she had to get up early in the morning for classes. I am not really sure if I struck out or not. When I dropped her off we shook hands... you do the math :/