yoga

Welcome back everyone, sorry it has been a few weeks since my last post but I have been very busy with family and work etc. I have seen Kilana twice since my last entry and both times we made out but I never had sex with her. I am not sure what girl wants from me but I am cool with taking things slow. I have another date with her on Friday, but this time I am going to have her over to my place to watch a movie and I think this time I will try and have sex with her. If she is not into it, if she declines having sex with me, I doubt I will ever talk to her again. That may sound shallow or whatever but I don't care. I need to worry about me, I need to spend time with people that make me happy. Isn't that why people say happy new year? Isn't being happy the whole point here?

My new years ever and christmas was not bad. I have never been a big fan of holidays and all the consumerism and bullshit but it WAS nice to spend some time with my family. At my age we don't really exchange gifts anymore but my sister did buy me a huge bottle of Grey Goose because she knows it is my favorite. I didn't get anything for her and I think she is pissed now so now I feel obligated to go buy her something but I still don't know what to get her. This is the crap I am talking about. Why should I feel obligated. Is that really what Jesus being born was all about? I doubt it.

I have been meeting a lot of younger women lately. I guess I should call them girls because they aren't really women. They are young girls and almost all of them are very immature. I have a hard time tolerating immaturity, I am not sure why but it is a big turn off for me. These young girls I have been meeting are very different from the older women I meet. The older women I meet want to talk about profound important stuff and the young girls I meet just want to talk to about their favorite tv shows, facebook, and going to clubs etc. They also like to chat on webcam all the time and they like to expose themselves and get all sexual etc. I really don't know what to make of this kind of behavior. I AM still talking to a bunch of them and I don't mind meeting them and having sex with them but I doubt any of them will turn out to be relationship material.

This morning I made eggs and bacon and toast but I forgot the bacon on the counter and by the time I ate the eggs, I no longer felt like eating the bacon so I went outside and threw it on the street. I am hoping that some birds or stray dogs will find it and eat it.

I took Felix to the vet today at South Lamar Animal Hospital and they were great. I got him some pills and they said he should be ok in a few days. I stopped at Mister Tramps on the way home and grabbed a burger and fries while Felix slept in the car. The waitress was very attractive and she mentioned she was going to University of Austin. I asked her how she was enjoying school and I didn't get much of an intelligent response. She was wearing black tight pants and that was quite distracting She told me she was into yoga and now I think I need to meet a yoga girl. Perhaps I can find someone that LOOKS like her, but who actually has a brain heh. She told me I should check out Bodhi Yoga down on San Gabriel Street, so I decided to pop in and take a look. The floors were all made of bamboo and they had a very serene setup. I took a peek at the classes and I noticed a lot of fit and fine women, and also it looked like some seriously hard exercises lol. I better start working out and stretching a bit before I actually start coming here. I took a flyer from a petite blonde girl named Jessica and was on my way. Felix was getting pissed off and at all the time in the car so I took him over to Zilker Park on Barton Springs Road for a nice run. Ever since I have become single, I realized I have a lot of time and money on my hands since I don't have to pay for a family anymore. I have a date tomorrow night with a girl named Rebecca who is a dermatologist, I hope this doesn't mean she will be staring at my less than perfect skin all night :s Anyways I think I am going to take her to Fleming's Prime Steakhouse and Wine Bar for some beef tenderloin. I have never been there before, I never really went to nice restaurants before I was single and man was I missing out. So I will let you all know how it goes of course. I hope she doesn't want to go somewhere after like 219West or Aces Lounge :/ I think I need to learn how to dance etc so I can keep up with these younger girls who like to dance at clubs and lounges. Well I am going to North by Northwest Brewery tomorrow for lunch. I wish I could tell you that this lunch was with a mysterious single lady, but no it is with 5 other associates I work with. Hopefully there will be some attractive waitresses around to keep me from going insane at this midday sausagefest